Heat. July. Unhappy...

I can't believe it's been so long since I posted in here. I can't believe how much time goes by and I don't seem to get anything done. I know there are things I've done, but it's not enough. It's never enough. But what exactly is "enough?" I've done things. Is my self judgment too harsh? I think so. In fact, I know I don't need to change what I do, but instead, change my judgment of what I do.

It's baking hot today. July has truly arrived. I haven't posted the page to July in Grove of Seasons. How can I not get one page done a month? What do I do all the time? Why don't I actually get things done, instead of all the middle things done? Nothing is finished.

I'm posting this amazing photo from the Hotel Chelsea, taken on an amazing, cool night...rain. Glorious rain. If we have another heat-ridden drought, with blaring sun, 100-degree plus weather, and a plethora of BUGS, I am going to lose my mind.

I'll just sit in Chelsea dreams until October.